Positive:
- Feel good about helping my brother yesterday.
- Have tomorrow off, which reinvigorates.
- Have candy.
- Have new headphones.
Negative:
- Hard time waking up.
- Massive building headache.
- Disappointing people.
- Deadline pressure at work.
It looks like it’s a toss up between the possitive and the negative, but it certainly doesn’t feel that way. I guess what I should really do is weigh each one in a calculation of some sort. P2 weighs pretty heavily, P3 and P4 a little less so. N1 is relatively petty, while N2 and N3 are huge! Yeah, I think I have to come to the conclusion that my morning isn’t so great.
Today my mother is getting the results from the bone-scan they did recently. After she was done with the radiology she got tremendous pains in her chest and right shoulder. She thought they were the result of the rather uncomfortable position she was required to stay in each time she had a radiological session, but the doctor thought it would be prudent to do a bonescan to make sure the cancer hadn’t spread to her blood and bones. Yesterday the pain was so bad she couldn’t sit still, trying to find relief of the pain. My mother’s hardcore and I don’t think I know anyone with a paintolerance as high as hers, and she was pacing the room crying, despite the painkillers, so I can’t even imagine how bad it must be for her. Hopefully its not cancer, but something a little more mundane and treatable through fysiotherapy.
So yeah, I shouldn’t complain about my morning. It’s just that when overall things are kind of shitty, the little things start to really nag at me.
I just got word that my mother doesn’t have cancer to the bones, which is good. See, I knew my day would improve. :)
That’s good to hear….now to find out what it is that is causing her this pain.