Fuck. Worst attack yet. A ~20 minute K9 attack, starting at 06:30 in which I passed out briefly twice and had hallucinations. Then it tapered off to a K8 for another ~15 minutes.
The hallucinations were of my mother sitting at my bed-side in her bathrobe. She had a full head of hair, she looked healthy. Although she was smoking a cigarette. I’m so conflicted about all this. It was good to see my mother again I just wish it was under better circumstances.
Today, I’m going to talk to the doctor about getting an oxygen tank.