I just realised something; the more I start to understand myself and why I do and feel the things that I do, the more I start to doubt where I am in life.
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I just realised something; the more I start to understand myself and why I do and feel the things that I do, the more I start to doubt where I am in life.
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So what does that mean? Is this good, or bad? Are you going to change where you are in life, or just accept where you are at this moment.
It doesn’t really mean anything, it’s just a Catch 22 that I was never really aware of. Having thought about it some more, I don’t regret anything, or at least not much; I made my decisions as best as I could, given the information I had at the time which is why the decision itself was not a bad one. I am not lamenting decisions that I’ve made, though I suppose I’d do some things different if given another chance, know what I do now. In the end, hindsight is 20-20, and you suffer from progressive insight, so in the end every decision you make is an inherently doubtful one. If you let six months pass, and you look back on things and can’t find anything you’d do better, then you haven’t really learnt anything.