My relationship with Moulsari is just going from bad to worse and has lately taken a tremendous nose-dive. I feel like I’m being treated like a stranger, with a cold onpersoonlijkheid that I find very hard to stomach, even though I know that this is the way it’s supposed to be. As a result, I feel a deep sadness due to her absence, and, paradoxically, a frustration when we interact. She’s been such a pillar in my life for a few years shy of a decade that it’s just really hard to stomach that we’re going down this road. I’m really tired.