Dislocated Shoulder

Last night, I had my first real injury from doing BJJ; I dislocated my left shoulder. We were rolling, I was on my back, my opponent in half-guard, I had an underhook on the half-guard side and I was moving to take his back. Basics. Then he underhooked my other arm, pulled it up — and here is where it gets a little foggy — I think he tried to do a weird modified straight armbar, where he put my hand on his shoulder and tried to press against the elbow of my outstretched arm. A little confusing — also for me — but the end result is that I felt something pop in my shoulder and a shooting pain ran along my arm. I hadn’t tapped yet, but he felt my arm go limp so he put me on my back again, at which point I decided to tap. He got off me and asked me if I was okay, and I couldn’t move my arm anymore. I looked at my shoulder and saw that it was a few centimeters lower than it should be. My teacher came up and before I could protest popped my arm back in. That hurt more than it popping out. I iced it for the remainder of the class and inspected it to find no bruising or swelling. I took a painkiller and that was that.

Today I woke up and I found I had a lot more mobility in my shoulder. I can even left my arm a bit again. I don’t think it will take long for this to be healed, but still it sucks.

McDonalds

Oh, I almost forgot, it’s my three-year, no McDonalds celebration. It leaves me wondering why I even went three years ago.

To another McDonalds free year!

Rainy Days

This time of year, where summer starts to make way for autumn, I miss people more than normally. These are the days where I feel like holing up and drawing the curtains. I want those people around me, making sure they are okay and want for nothing. Some of these people are dead, some of them gone and forever outside of my reach but it doesn’t take away the longing to protect them. How primal. It’s strange, since I don’t even have a home to welcome them in, something I’ve been considering a lot as of late. Time for a change, perhaps.