Today

Last night, I went to have a drink with two of my colleagues and my brother. Later, we met up with Ian. This morning, I woke up with a bit of regret, having had a wee bit too much to drink. As a result, my plans to go running this morning went down the drain, and instead, I spent about two hours outside, chatting with Ivo, drinking tea. I did some groceries, bought a trash bin and played some Borderlands 2. Ate some pizza and drank some coke. While this day has been anything but constructive, it was very relaxing. I think I’m going to lay around watching some series, or waste time on YouTube like I did earlier, when I came across this infuriating video called Anything but an Atheist, about how atheism is ridiculed and atheists are sometimes persecuted in the United States. Honestly, sometimes it seems as if that country is moving in the complete opposite direction than the rest of the western countries.

(Actually, I dislike the term atheist. I don’t understand why there should be a word describing someone who doesn’t believe in a divine creator. It’s as if we’d have a word to describe anyone who’s not a fire fighter.)

Coke, Financial Services and the Misplacement of Responsibility

In the NRC blog Hoera, een cokesnuiver by Joris Luyendijk, he talks about the newest behind-the-velvet-rope book regarding the London financial industry, the excesses and the psychopathy of the financial services industry. For those who are interested in the book, it’s called Binge Trading – the real inside story of cash, cocaine and corruption in the City. I couldn’t care less about the book, or any of the other books mentioned in the article, but what did strike me was near the end Luyendijk talks about the Jerusalem Syndrome.

Every year, several tourists come to Jerusalem and literally wait for the messiah, sometimes for months, during which they slowly go insane. (If they weren’t insane to begin with.) They stay in hostels and one of the hostel owners had the opportunity to observe several of these cases up close. The hostel owner’s theory was that these people feel terrible and completely helpless and by placing their hope in the messiah, they placed the responsibility for all their ails outside of themselves. Someone else would solve their problems for them.

Luyendijk suggests that the often suggested therapy to heal the broken financial service industry, the expulsion of all the psychopaths, gambling- and coke-addicts, fulfills the same psychological desire as waiting for the messiah. It makes the world a simple and tidy place, everything makes sense, and it places the responsibility on others, instead of ourselves. The reality is that we are all complicit to the current situation and the morally bankrupt financial services industry.

We all had a hand in it, buying into the housing boom, not questioning economic returns of more than 7% a year (a double of value in 20 years, which is kind of insane), but also in demanding cheaper gas, cheaper meat, cheaper clothes, etc. Everything is related and the financial services industry is the tip of the iceberg, but below the service lies a deeply corrupt society that we all belong and contribute to. We all get worried because China isn’t achieve more than 7.8% economic growth this year? Do you think that growth is achieved with the amicable involvement of everyone that works for it? Are you fucking kidding me?

We blame coke-addicted traders, but I think we despise them so much because they remind us of our own addiction to growth. We want to eat the sausage, we just don’t want to know how it’s made. Of course, it’s easy to speculate on the cause, but what’s the solution? I don’t know what the solution is, but I do know where it should start; introspection and honesty.

Running is Getting Easier, Not Any More Fun!

I just finished another 3,5 km run in just under 17,5 minutes. My time is getting better, which means I don’t have to torture myself as much, and that’s about the only good thing about it. It also means that I don’t need as much motivation to get going 3 or 4 times a week.

While my weight dropped like very fast at first — like, “do I have bowel cancer?”-fast — now it’s dropping slow but steady, which is allaying any concerns that it may have been as a result of something other than the running and more conservative diet.

Frustratingly, as if I needed more reason to have jiu jitsu in my life…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BaneudT39-0

Ice Age-Mean

Said about Donald Cerrone:

He doesn’t try to intimidate people with how badly he wants to visit great physical harm on them. Some fighters are mean the way attack dogs are mean. They snarl and growl and flash their teeth, and if you make them they’ll back up those threats with sudden spasms of violence. He’s mean like an ice age is mean. The man is flatly indifferent to your suffering, yet relentlessly advancing.