I have a constant and strong desire to stop caring about everything, to let go of everything and just be the ultimate hedonist. I don’t, because I know it won’t be good for me, those around me or those that depend on me. But I know I have that ugliness inside of me to be completely selfish.
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It’s okay to not care for a while and be selfish.
The problem and the fear is that if I let go, it won’t be for a while. :)
When you finally meet yourself, face to face, you’ll find that your fears are false, and your selfish desires diminish. Don’t fear what’s within you, that only gives it power.