Warm

Today was quite warm and humid here in Amsterdam. It’s interesting to see how certain people thrive on the warmth and certain people whither. I’d like to think I’m pretty weather-independent, but I do notice that my energy levels are lower the warmer it gets, and I definitely like cold weather more than I like warm weather, but I’m not a complainer. Some people will complain no matter what weather, it seems. Three weeks ago, these people were complaining that we wouldn’t see a summer this year and now they’re complaining that this is too much.

Work came a little less easy today. While our building is old and heavy and the temperature stays relatively cool despite it being warm outside, we a threshold somehow and even our office was quite warm. Unfortunately, there was also not a gust of wind, which means we couldn’t open up two windows and count on a draft to pulls us through. So today, while my priority list was overflowing, I decided it would be a day to do something fun instead of important.

I wish I could approach all things with that type of flexibility. Weather too hot to concentrate on important things properly? Sure, we’ll just do something fun that needed doing instead.

Comicon

In relation to my last post where I talked about the persecution of atheists in the United States, here is a rather comical continuation of that story, coming from this year’s Comicon. A photo taken and shared on Instagram by Norman Reedus, who famously translates the role of Daryl on The Walking Dead. It shows a group of zealotrous christians deciding that everyone should be reminded that their way of life is the only true way of life. While that in itself is a rather sad situation, the two photo-bombers with their “Fear ZOD” and “Galactus is NIGH” signs are fucking priceless. Enjoy Internet infamy, boys. :)

Christians protesting at Comicon and two brilliant photo bombers right in the middle of them.
Christians protesting at Comicon and two brilliant photo bombers right in the middle of them.

Today

Last night, I went to have a drink with two of my colleagues and my brother. Later, we met up with Ian. This morning, I woke up with a bit of regret, having had a wee bit too much to drink. As a result, my plans to go running this morning went down the drain, and instead, I spent about two hours outside, chatting with Ivo, drinking tea. I did some groceries, bought a trash bin and played some Borderlands 2. Ate some pizza and drank some coke. While this day has been anything but constructive, it was very relaxing. I think I’m going to lay around watching some series, or waste time on YouTube like I did earlier, when I came across this infuriating video called Anything but an Atheist, about how atheism is ridiculed and atheists are sometimes persecuted in the United States. Honestly, sometimes it seems as if that country is moving in the complete opposite direction than the rest of the western countries.

(Actually, I dislike the term atheist. I don’t understand why there should be a word describing someone who doesn’t believe in a divine creator. It’s as if we’d have a word to describe anyone who’s not a fire fighter.)

Coke, Financial Services and the Misplacement of Responsibility

In the NRC blog Hoera, een cokesnuiver by Joris Luyendijk, he talks about the newest behind-the-velvet-rope book regarding the London financial industry, the excesses and the psychopathy of the financial services industry. For those who are interested in the book, it’s called Binge Trading – the real inside story of cash, cocaine and corruption in the City. I couldn’t care less about the book, or any of the other books mentioned in the article, but what did strike me was near the end Luyendijk talks about the Jerusalem Syndrome.

Every year, several tourists come to Jerusalem and literally wait for the messiah, sometimes for months, during which they slowly go insane. (If they weren’t insane to begin with.) They stay in hostels and one of the hostel owners had the opportunity to observe several of these cases up close. The hostel owner’s theory was that these people feel terrible and completely helpless and by placing their hope in the messiah, they placed the responsibility for all their ails outside of themselves. Someone else would solve their problems for them.

Luyendijk suggests that the often suggested therapy to heal the broken financial service industry, the expulsion of all the psychopaths, gambling- and coke-addicts, fulfills the same psychological desire as waiting for the messiah. It makes the world a simple and tidy place, everything makes sense, and it places the responsibility on others, instead of ourselves. The reality is that we are all complicit to the current situation and the morally bankrupt financial services industry.

We all had a hand in it, buying into the housing boom, not questioning economic returns of more than 7% a year (a double of value in 20 years, which is kind of insane), but also in demanding cheaper gas, cheaper meat, cheaper clothes, etc. Everything is related and the financial services industry is the tip of the iceberg, but below the service lies a deeply corrupt society that we all belong and contribute to. We all get worried because China isn’t achieve more than 7.8% economic growth this year? Do you think that growth is achieved with the amicable involvement of everyone that works for it? Are you fucking kidding me?

We blame coke-addicted traders, but I think we despise them so much because they remind us of our own addiction to growth. We want to eat the sausage, we just don’t want to know how it’s made. Of course, it’s easy to speculate on the cause, but what’s the solution? I don’t know what the solution is, but I do know where it should start; introspection and honesty.

Running is Getting Easier, Not Any More Fun!

I just finished another 3,5 km run in just under 17,5 minutes. My time is getting better, which means I don’t have to torture myself as much, and that’s about the only good thing about it. It also means that I don’t need as much motivation to get going 3 or 4 times a week.

While my weight dropped like very fast at first — like, “do I have bowel cancer?”-fast — now it’s dropping slow but steady, which is allaying any concerns that it may have been as a result of something other than the running and more conservative diet.

Frustratingly, as if I needed more reason to have jiu jitsu in my life…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BaneudT39-0