I just came to the realisation that a friend of mine (who shall remain nameless, but I’m sure you will all be able to figure this one out if you really care to know) removed me from their LJ friendslist. I was wondering why I hadn’t seen any posts for a while. I’m not sure why I was removed, or when, but now that I think about it, I haven’t seen any replies to my e-mails, or, well, anything in a long time. I guess I’ve been too preoccupied to notice, which, come to think of it, could be the reason! I have been very self-involved lately, and not the best of friends to anyone, and for that I apologise, not just to my (perhaps) friend, but to everyone who has felt slighted. And I am reminded of a great and apt quote; “it’s always darkest right before it goes completely black.” No! Wait, “it’s always darkest before dawn.” Yeah, that’s it. :)
[wRx] Daylight Savings Problem
Just so that everyone knows, there’s a problem with the timestamps due to the daylight savings all throughout the website. I’ll get to it when I get to it, but it might be off. :)
I’m Having a Really Bad Day
I woke up poorly, I’m feeling under the weather, I can’t focus or concentrate, I decided to deactivate my Facebook account (since I was only really using to play chess, which I’d rather do in person), invoking the ire of some, and annoying questions of others, and now I just found out my mother is not eligible for the experimental treatment that was her last shot, short of a miracle, at beating her cancer. Of course, after my mother dried her tears she became annoyingly optimistic again, which should instill me with a sense of happiness and tranquility, and it probably would have if I wasn’t in such a foul mood.
God, I’m so worn down; I’m cranky, low on energy, melodramatic, unable to concentrate, tired and constantly slightly under the weather. I crave human contant but want nothing more than to be left alone. I’m getting really tired of myself. Ugh.
St. Paddy
Happy Saint Patrick’s, everyone.