Neurologist,… Again.

A little update. I got a little angry at my doctor. I was telling her I wanted to talk medication. She asked me what I used, I told her Verapamil as a prophylactic, and I used to use sumatriptan nasal spray as an abortive. I told her the nasal spray didn’t work fast enough because it would only take effect after 15+ minutes. She then suggested giving me a rizatriptan called Maxalt. That’s medication often given for migraines, which made me suspicious, because they tend to take a while to work. When she said I had to take it orally, my suspicion was complete so I straight out asked her how long it would take to kick in. She said 30 minutes. I told her that simply wouldn’t do, that I wanted a pen-injector, or O2. (Reading up on rizatriptan later, I read that the peak of its effectiveness was after two hours!) She said O2 could only be administered after having talked to a neurologist. So back to the neurologist I go.

The upside to this frustrating turn of events is that the neurologist she recommended happens to be a specialist in the field of headaches, migraines and cluster headaches, so I’m hoping things will go well. Of course, him being the penultimate dude in the history of dudes, I could only get an appointment in May, at which point my episode will probably be over. (At least, I fucking hope it will be.)

K9

Fuck. Worst attack yet. A ~20 minute K9 attack, starting at 06:30 in which I passed out briefly twice and had hallucinations. Then it tapered off to a K8 for another ~15 minutes.

The hallucinations were of my mother sitting at my bed-side in her bathrobe. She had a full head of hair, she looked healthy. Although she was smoking a cigarette. I’m so conflicted about all this. It was good to see my mother again I just wish it was under better circumstances.

Today, I’m going to talk to the doctor about getting an oxygen tank.

No, Not Stress Related

It’s remarkable to see how people are so eager to label a cluster headache as a stress related condition.

“Is it stress related?”
“No, there appears to be no correlation between stress and cluster headache attacks.”
“Do they know what causes it?”
“Not really, but there are strong indications that its a deviation of the hypothalamus, a gland in the brain that operates, among other things, the body clock. This is why the majority of people have them with frightening recurring timing, regularity and frequency, usually around the time of the equinox*…”
“Are you sure it’s not related to stress!?”

Unfortunately it simply isn’t that simple. I wish it was. In fact, I think most clusterheads would love for that to be the case because then the solution would be simple. Most people seem to think headaches in general are stress related, probably because tension headaches are strongly stress related. (I don’t know much about migraines to say whether they are or aren’t.) Also, whenever the symptoms or disease seems impossible to explain, people tend to think that the problems are psycho-somatic.